We're gna give full force for PW this entire week i guess. Im feelg jittery for the OP trials already but im glad my grpmates are with me.

Ytd i had learnt to be thankful for all the lil things that my family had done for me in my 17 years of life. I realised that " process is more impt than results " can be found in my family. How shld i phrase it? Something like my parents don't want to see only the ending grades that i've got , they only want to see how much effort i've put in to reach the ending. And that's right , im talkg abt my grades.

Well , if you compare my overall promos grades with overall CTs grades , i've certainly improved in overall. Almost all subjs have improved one grade ... 'cept for my chem. Im rly nt cut out to do sciences after all i guess. But it's alright! I'll strive hard again nxt yr. Okay correction. Not nxt yr. This yr end i've gotta start workg hard alr! ((:

And im thankful to my parents for trusting me and putting that faith in me to give me the strength to move on whenever i feel super dejected abt my grades. And of course , my superduperzuper goody friends and teammates who are always with me through thick and thin haha. U guys know who u are heh heh.

Just wna say that i hope that i've grown up this time round. Maybe not alot , but at least i did. And most most most imptly lesson that i'd learnt is to always see the big picture. Because there're so many things in life that we gotta accomplished , that we gotta work hard for. So whenever we had hit a bump , we shldn't just stay on at the level but continue striving. There's no use in mourning over trivial things 'cause there are so many other things out there that are worth worrying for.

Okay to be specific. Im talkg abt relationships. I realised that i had wasted alot of my time worrying abt r/s stuffs , getting upsets over them etc. But sel finally woke me up with the realities in life that at this stage of life , i shld actually be fretting over my own future e.g. What uni i want to go to? What courses do i want to take in uni? How am i gna have enough money to support my own uni fee? Is my family's financial status enough to support me through my 3/4 yrs of uni life? Do i need to take a loan from bank? etc etc. Now don't you think that it's too early for us to worry abt all this stuffs , because it's not. We gotta plan our own future and not always take for granted that our parents are gna lay out our entire future for us. Be independent guys.

It's an early morning. Im glad i start afresh today with these thoughts. Because im gna be independent im gna be hardworking and im gna be a better person.

Love you all guys. J.