Saturday, January 3, 2009 @ 12:01 AM
It hurts so much;
Why?
Why is everyone feeling so hopeful about year? And i totally don't have the same feeling?
Why can't i find the motivation to do what i want and am supposed to do?
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Why must it be you? And not anyone else?
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Why isn't time working on me?
Why am i in this state?
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I know y'all dont see me making any effort , but i am. I am trying my very best. Really. Trying and struggling.
j.
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away